impian vs realiti

ok now our topic is about dream and the reality
my dream is i wish i pursue my master
and if boleh nak smbg kat oversea.. huahua...... nangis jap
mcm susah nak cpai je
first, if boleh maintain cgpa
xleh buat master dah kena terus phd
x mau ah. phd 3 4 tahun
bkn nak jadi lecturer pon (dan2 je kan x nak jadi lecturer, tu bkn ke angan2 kau dr dulu)
nak buat oversea lagi lah mcm susah nak digapai angan2 tu kan
nak g nak kena ade scholarship sume
english nak kena handal + power
aku punye takat level biase2. masih x confident
and if nak buat master pon
ingat nak smbg industrial relation.
x tau la asl ke minat sgt subject nih
tapi x relevant lgsg nak buat master kat oversea
tapi nak blaja ir law malaysia
then other reason dah dap job offer
x kan nak tggl je kot, syg kot
now bkn senang nak cari keje, nak masuk well-establish company
competition is very high among us
so once u have it u grab it
to jelah, if x no more second chance given.
tapi if fikir balik and mama ckp
keje jelah dulu
then master tu pk later
maybe boleh buat pjj.
sooo.. hurmmm okies ma
we will see how ok