apa pilihan yg masih tinggal?

i think i dont have any choice left

i keep thinking to quit

but..

this journey is so long

so many sweet memories to be remember

if i quit now

what else i have?

with no certificate.. what i'm going to do in the future

i didnt ask this

suddenly its happen

and now i'm lost with no direction

what i'm going to do

what i'm suppose to do

with this thesis

arghhhhh.. its killing me people

yes it's killing me.

all of sudden i want to quit

people might ask why now?

why u didn't quit before this

i'm doing well in my study, so there is no reason for me to quit

but now... 

i'm speechless now

i dont have any idea.. what to say

i already give up

yes people, i'm give up

i have problem with him

and its getting worse when that other person

couldnt get what i'm trying to say

it makes me look fool in front of other

while other people keep saying they do very well in the presentation

and some of them get A score

its hurt my feeling and now its bleeding

its my fault ke if u couldnt get or understand my topic

i didnt put the blame on u

because i didnt deal with u

but can u try to read my full thesis to understand what is all about?

dont judge me because of the 15 min presentation.

the research took almost 5 month to be completed

and u expect me to say every single thing in 15 min

there must be some of information missing due to time constraint

its unfair for me

i know its quite rare for HR student to choose this topic

but u need to remember something

its still under human resource topic didnt it?

because of the miscommunication u wanted to fail all of us

i think u lost ur mind

this is totally unfair

please be rational, kalau u x nak tolong anak bangsa u sendiri

sape lagi nak tolong

we didnt do anything wrong. 

u complete everything based on the schedule given.

i just dont understand

this research methodology is not my favorite since years ago.

i dont get this subject.

no title

tidak bertajuk
itu lah tajuk entry pada kali ini
feel like blogging but i dont have any idea what to blogging about.

another 1 week
before i finish my intern
my feeling right now is..
zero
nothing
tidak berperasaan
hurmm.. tu jelah
xde plak nak rase ape
nak sedih2 or syg to leave symphony
of course akn ade rindu la
but sikit and x lah teruk sgt.


to be apart of symphonians is a great opportunity for me
to learn the real working situation
the pressure
and i must thank to them because giving me
all these valuable knowledge
for trusted me to handle p&c process
really glad to work here


if ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi ok c:




THANKS SYMPHONIANS

past memories

Let me eliminate all those sweet memories

i dont need it anymore

nice to meet you and now please go away

its so painful untill i cant bear the pain anymore

its totally hurt me 

let me find my own happiness

and allow me to be happy 

sense of humour

waktu bersedih sudah habes
datang lah kegembiraan menghiasi hidup..
mari mulakan dengan lawak jenaka
(sumpah aku x tau kenapa ayat skema sgt mcm org2 dahulu kala)

 

 

	Sedap-sedap jer korang kata BODOH CAM LEMBU ye ?!! ingat aku sekor je ke yang bodoh tak sekolah ? Tu banyak jer binatang lain tak pergi sekolah apsal tak kata bodoh cm kambing ker ayam ker...
	Ikut suka aku la nak makan anak aku, aku lapar!!! Yang dorang kecoh-kecoh HARUAN MAKAN ANAK nie apahal ? kutuk-kutuk aku pun harga aku berapa dah sekilo, mahal kan .. kan ... kan ..
	Kenapa lak babitkan nama aku nie ? APASAL MACAM KERA KENA BELACAN ? Aku bukan makan sambal belacan pun~ tak glamer langsung la ! Letak la MACAM KERA KENA MANIS GULA kee... manis sikit!
	Aku tak mandi pun tetap ada harga beb?? Eleh... kata aku tak mandi... tu ayam,arnab lembu tu pun bukannya mandi pun, apasal aku jer yang jadi perbandingan, Ini tak ADIL
	Elehhhh... apa hal jadikan aku perbandingkan lak nie...?? MULUT BISING MACAM MURAI TERCABUT EKOR... .Tu pompuan-pompuan tu lagi la... mulut dorang lagi bising kalau membebel..
	Serius x faham kenapa orang selalu mencarut guna nama aku?? apa salah akuuuu..??? walaupun aku haram untuk dimakan oleh umat Islam, takkan la sampai nama aku pun korang guna buat bahan mencarut! betul2 x adil neh! (luahan hati si khinzir...)  renung2 kan dan fikiran secara rasional C:

khas untuk anda

just being close to you, sharing the air with you

even if we're just friend ,still, its hard to resist

there's always question in my mind, i want to know your feeling

i just can't tell how much i love you

i know i'm just no one

i know it can't be possible

there's no hope for me, no matter what

since you have nothing to do with me

no matter how hard i tried, you wouldn't love me

and soon, all my hopes will be faded away

even if i love you this much, it's just be meaningless to you

 i just been hoping too much that someday you will love me too

despite the fact that its impossible, and i'm not the one for you

its still ok. let me just keep you in my heart till the time ends

dont know how long it will take for me to erase you from my mind

dont know when will i be able to love again 

syazana roslan