Goodbye my dearest friends

The hardest part of any friendship

is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay,
I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget
that I will surely miss you.

So follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.

sebenarnya

ehem2
this is not tajuk lagu yuna tu ok
its actually a secret
that i would like to reveal

there are so many draft inside my bb
everytime i miss u
or i feel nak text u suddenly 
i go to my inbox and write a msg to u
then i just keep it 
thats what i do everytime i miss u
i wish u can read the msg.. hmmm
but its imposibble

maaf terlambat

yeah..
i'm sorry for the late entry
to all mothers out there
i would like to wish 
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all ibu,emak, mother, mama, mummy,ummi
or whatever ur child call u.
and x semestinya we only celebrate mother's day in may
hari2 lain juga boleh kan?




untuk para-para ibu di luar sana
dengarlah
hasil nukilan dari seorang anak
untuk semua ibu-ibu yang byk berjasa


sejak aku dilahirkan , tak pernah henti kau berkorban
mengajar ku menjadi insan
yang berbudi punya pegangan
kala ku tahan dengan kata, tak pernah kau doa ku binasa
cintamu terhebat di dunia, tiada lagi yang sepertinya
bagiku kau segalanya,
kau sentiasa dalam jiwa
ummi engkaulah ratuku
permaisuri dalam kalbu


sejuta harapan ku bawa
semangatmu tetap bersama
sungguh kau tiada gantinya
walauku cari serata dunia


umi engkaulah maharani
senyum untukku sekali lagi
usah bimbang wahai ummi
andai jatuh ku bangun lagi


mungkin engkau sangka aku
x peduli x ambil tahu
sedang aku teringatkan mu
senyum tangis dalam rindu
ini janji ikrar anakmu, berjuang betuli yang lalu
daku ingin engkau tahu
kan ku penuhi hasratmu
walau hidup dengan caraku
bimbingan dari petunjukmu
usah kau bimbang dan pilu 
ku kenang mu dalam doaku
rindu pasti terlerai nanti
engkau pasti ku ingati 
andai kau tiada disisi, dihati tetap menemani




mama this is for you
thank you for everything
thank you so much
i know this is not enough
from bottom of my heart
I LOVE YOU






 

B.O.S.A.N

the purpose of having this entry
is because i become so fed up and also meluat
with several guy
weehhh... ok fine lah
kita kawan lama dr sekolah
padahal aku kenal kau pon x sgt
tiba2 suddenly mengaku kawan
nak tegur2 and chat2 tu semua
ok fine tu xde hal la kan
ni kau nak mengadu psal hal dalam kain kau
wehhh ape aku kisah...
aku kenal kau pon x sgt
and stop pretending we're damn close
xyah la sampai mcm tu der
biase2 je dah la
then u already ade gf or x salah fiancee 
and i also know her sbb dia budak kelas sebelah je kot
then suddenly kau dtg kat aku
mengadu mcm2 dah nak clash la apa la
nak ngorat aku tu semua la
lame gile 
sumpah meluat tahap petala ketujuh ok!
then tibe2 ckp
perempuan ni semua x guna
perempuan sekarang ego kepala batu
x tau nak jaga hati laki and so on
ntah2 ape2 lah kau ni
kan best kena sound setepek ngan aku
if dah rase diri tu heartbroken 
then tenangkan lah diri tu
ni x menceceh dekat org lain
for others maybe dorg nak layan kau
tp aku sorry la
kita kenal pon x berapa sgt
x payah nak over plak ok!
sekian.


sebenarnye ak bosan layan chat kau.


 

apa pilihan yg masih tinggal?

i think i dont have any choice left

i keep thinking to quit

but..

this journey is so long

so many sweet memories to be remember

if i quit now

what else i have?

with no certificate.. what i'm going to do in the future

i didnt ask this

suddenly its happen

and now i'm lost with no direction

what i'm going to do

what i'm suppose to do

with this thesis

arghhhhh.. its killing me people

yes it's killing me.

all of sudden i want to quit

people might ask why now?

why u didn't quit before this

i'm doing well in my study, so there is no reason for me to quit

but now... 

i'm speechless now

i dont have any idea.. what to say

i already give up

yes people, i'm give up

i have problem with him

and its getting worse when that other person

couldnt get what i'm trying to say

it makes me look fool in front of other

while other people keep saying they do very well in the presentation

and some of them get A score

its hurt my feeling and now its bleeding

its my fault ke if u couldnt get or understand my topic

i didnt put the blame on u

because i didnt deal with u

but can u try to read my full thesis to understand what is all about?

dont judge me because of the 15 min presentation.

the research took almost 5 month to be completed

and u expect me to say every single thing in 15 min

there must be some of information missing due to time constraint

its unfair for me

i know its quite rare for HR student to choose this topic

but u need to remember something

its still under human resource topic didnt it?

because of the miscommunication u wanted to fail all of us

i think u lost ur mind

this is totally unfair

please be rational, kalau u x nak tolong anak bangsa u sendiri

sape lagi nak tolong

we didnt do anything wrong. 

u complete everything based on the schedule given.

i just dont understand

this research methodology is not my favorite since years ago.

i dont get this subject.

no title

tidak bertajuk
itu lah tajuk entry pada kali ini
feel like blogging but i dont have any idea what to blogging about.

another 1 week
before i finish my intern
my feeling right now is..
zero
nothing
tidak berperasaan
hurmm.. tu jelah
xde plak nak rase ape
nak sedih2 or syg to leave symphony
of course akn ade rindu la
but sikit and x lah teruk sgt.


to be apart of symphonians is a great opportunity for me
to learn the real working situation
the pressure
and i must thank to them because giving me
all these valuable knowledge
for trusted me to handle p&c process
really glad to work here


if ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi ok c:




THANKS SYMPHONIANS

past memories

Let me eliminate all those sweet memories

i dont need it anymore

nice to meet you and now please go away

its so painful untill i cant bear the pain anymore

its totally hurt me 

let me find my own happiness

and allow me to be happy 

sense of humour

waktu bersedih sudah habes
datang lah kegembiraan menghiasi hidup..
mari mulakan dengan lawak jenaka
(sumpah aku x tau kenapa ayat skema sgt mcm org2 dahulu kala)

 

 

	Sedap-sedap jer korang kata BODOH CAM LEMBU ye ?!! ingat aku sekor je ke yang bodoh tak sekolah ? Tu banyak jer binatang lain tak pergi sekolah apsal tak kata bodoh cm kambing ker ayam ker...
	Ikut suka aku la nak makan anak aku, aku lapar!!! Yang dorang kecoh-kecoh HARUAN MAKAN ANAK nie apahal ? kutuk-kutuk aku pun harga aku berapa dah sekilo, mahal kan .. kan ... kan ..
	Kenapa lak babitkan nama aku nie ? APASAL MACAM KERA KENA BELACAN ? Aku bukan makan sambal belacan pun~ tak glamer langsung la ! Letak la MACAM KERA KENA MANIS GULA kee... manis sikit!
	Aku tak mandi pun tetap ada harga beb?? Eleh... kata aku tak mandi... tu ayam,arnab lembu tu pun bukannya mandi pun, apasal aku jer yang jadi perbandingan, Ini tak ADIL
	Elehhhh... apa hal jadikan aku perbandingkan lak nie...?? MULUT BISING MACAM MURAI TERCABUT EKOR... .Tu pompuan-pompuan tu lagi la... mulut dorang lagi bising kalau membebel..
	Serius x faham kenapa orang selalu mencarut guna nama aku?? apa salah akuuuu..??? walaupun aku haram untuk dimakan oleh umat Islam, takkan la sampai nama aku pun korang guna buat bahan mencarut! betul2 x adil neh! (luahan hati si khinzir...)  renung2 kan dan fikiran secara rasional C:

khas untuk anda

just being close to you, sharing the air with you

even if we're just friend ,still, its hard to resist

there's always question in my mind, i want to know your feeling

i just can't tell how much i love you

i know i'm just no one

i know it can't be possible

there's no hope for me, no matter what

since you have nothing to do with me

no matter how hard i tried, you wouldn't love me

and soon, all my hopes will be faded away

even if i love you this much, it's just be meaningless to you

 i just been hoping too much that someday you will love me too

despite the fact that its impossible, and i'm not the one for you

its still ok. let me just keep you in my heart till the time ends

dont know how long it will take for me to erase you from my mind

dont know when will i be able to love again 

syazana roslan

 

sekarang baru saya tahu..

ada masa tuhan tunjukkan pada kita
siapa kawan dan siapa yg x brape nak kawan
kawan senang susah nak cari
kawan nangis sms pon belum tentu nak reply apatah ntah lagi nak call

when i'm in this situation
i need my friends so badly
really2 need them
for me its simple
no need nak lepak n keluar2 tu semua
by asking how i'm today
makes me feels so urrgghh...!
i x tau how to describe my feeling....
its makes me calm ... sgt2

by one msg
" how are you today?, feeling much better?"
"be strong sayang.. "
"chill la weyhhh.."
"i'm always here when u need me. i'm here for u"
"jom.. aku turun shah alam ptg ni.."

FOR A GOD SAKE...
i really2 appreciate that
syg korg sgt2.

saat2 susah mcm ni..
now i know who i can rely on...
which shoulder i can cry..



kawan..
terima kasih.
jutaan terima kasih.
x jemu bg nasihat.

 

the one and only..

dalila zainuddin.

love u babe...

 

my alfie syg pon x terkecuali..

thanks fiefie..

effa my nyetnyet..

aku saye kat mu..

payah benar kawe carik picture mu tahu dop...

muahaha.. syg kau nyet. 

muka laki ni pon ade..

uishh..

harus lah ada...

hahaha.. thanks my brother!

kak mie a.k.a farah amirah sulaiman

thanks babe

even u busy

u still got time for me

thats friends are for right c:

 

 ok lah..

syazana penat dah membebel

mandi pon bolum laei ni..

bye!

 

saya nak jadi..

SAYA NAK JADI HEARTLESS BALIK BOLEH X

SO THERE IS NO PROBLEM

I CAN LIVE BY MY OWN

PLEASE READ THIS

SPM- Paper sejarah 2011

 For some of you please keep a Malay-English Dictionary beside you and a tissue box beside it!!!


 This is Gold! Malaysian history
 Dilarang senyum atau ketawa semasa menjawab, kalau tidak anda akan
digagalkan dr
 Ujian SPM.


 1. Siapakah yang membuka Melaka?

 a. Param
 b. Parameswari
 c. Paramugari Terlampau
 d. Parameswara
 e. Parang Kontot

 2. Pada tahun 1771, seorang penjelajah Inggeris telah tiba di sebuah
kawasan yang
 dikenali sebagai New Hebrides , siapakah dia?

 a. Kapten Hook
 b. Kapten Crook
 c. Kapten Cook
 d. Kapten Cool
 e. Kapten Boleh

 3. Siapakah yang pernah menjadi pemerintah Sarawak ?

 a. Brooke Shields
 b. James Beruk
 c. James Bond
 d. Sapok Biki
 e. James Brooke

 4. Siapakah yang membuka Pulau Pinang?

 a. Torch Light
 b. Traffic Light
 c. Francisca Peters
 d. Light and Easy
 e. Francis Light

 5. Salah seorang pahlawan melayu terbilang?
 a. Tuk Janggut
 b. Tuk Misai
 c. Tuk Sideburn
 d. Tuk Misai A Galak
 e. Tuk Bulu Hidung

 6. Pahlawan Melayu di Pahang?

 a. Mat Kilau
 b. Mat Silau
 c. M Daud Kilau
 d. Mat Sentul
 e. Mat Rempit

 7. Siapakah Residen Inggeris di Negeri Perak yang dibunuh oleh
 Datuk Maharajalela?

 a. Jawa Jerongos
 b. J.W.W Birch
 c. Jay Jay
 d. J.W.Marriot
 e. Jawa Rangers

 8. Negara manakah yang menjajah Tanah Melayu selepas Portugis?
 a. Ayam Belanda
 b. Bela Anda
 c. Blender
 d. Belanda
 e. Blunder

 9. Apakah antara hantaran yang diminta Puteri Gunung Ledang kepada
Sultan Melaka?

 a. 7 dulang hati nyamuk
 b. 7 dulang tongkeng ayam
 c. 7 dulang tahi hidung
 d. 7 dulang tahi lalat
 e. 7 dulang gigi arnab

 10. Siapakah puteri Pahang yang mencintai Hang Tuah?.

 a. Tun Mahathir
 b. Tan Tin Tun
 c. Tun Tak Tahu Eja
 d. Tun Teja
 e. Arnold Susahanakeja

 11. Siapakah puteri Negeri China yang berkahwin dengan Sultan Melaka?

 a. Puteri Hang Li Po
 b. Puteri Kepala Hotak Hang!
 c. Puteri Opah Hang!
 d. Puteri Hang Go Poh
 e. Puteri Hang Cing

 12. Ikan apakah yang melanggar Singapura?

 a. Ikan Bilis
 b. Ikan Masin
 c. Ikan Kembung Masak Asam
 d. Ikan kekek mak iloi-iloi
 e. Ikan Todak

 13. Siapakah Ketua Kominis Malaya ?

 a. CIMB Bank
 b. Chin Peng
 c. Soh Chin Aun
 d. Chim Pan Zee
 e. Chin Chau

 MAAF....... ANDA GAGAL DISEBABKAN SENYUM SEMASA JAWAB.......Smile with tongue

sweet

ok just nak ckp

this song is super sweet

if bf sing this song kat gf dia

sure melk... hahaha

ok sorry la if korg dah tau lagu ni

maaf la syazana ni lambat sket nak tau2 lagu2 ni

T_T sumpah loser la kan.. 

haha.. 

neway enjoy peepsss!

percaya padaku.. by ungu

demi masa

TIME WILL HEAL THE PAIN.........

but.. if tak...

then how????

?

learning proses

oleh kerana emosi yg sgt x menentu di kala waktu ini
saya dgn begitu yakinnya mendapatkan khidmat bantuan
dari seorang kawan lama..


"fa.. i need u so badly...."
"sya.. ptg ni aku turun shah alam k, kita jumpa"

ouhh agak touching di situ..
so effa start her counseling session

" sya.. this is what we call experience"
" experience is the best teacher "


betul ke fa??
if that's correct.. the experience is the most painful ever fa..
the learning process is so hurt.

i hate it fa..
i hate it...

i wish i dont have to face this situation
but as a human, problems is everywhere
as long as we alive, problems is our friend

hmmm.. this feeling is suckkk
yuckkkkk


people said i didnt try to fight for it
NO.. u r wrong..
i do..
yes i do...
but i dont know where is the problem.... *sign*


anyway.. thanks my effa nyetnyet...

 

what hurt the most

used to be my favorite song long time ago..
but now rase mcm its so related to me...



enjoy peps...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do



u still apart of everything i do
u re in my heart just like a tatoo

tears

please2.. no more tears..

i cant bear it anymore

i'm not that strong

30 min

so selalu kerja ni
so jarang and teramat la susah kan nak dpt tdo siang hari
so today is saturday
so melepak dan bergolek2 la di rumah
(ape daa so smpai 4 kali)
ntah mcm mane boleh ttdo
x lama sbb tgok jam kat hp
adelah around 30 min je..

tapi 30 min tu rase mcm 2 tahun
seronok sgt3
wish x terjaga dr tdo
sbb,..
aku mimpi
ye.. aku mimpi
ni bukan mimpi basah yer kawan2


saya mimpi ni...

 

yesss.. aku mimpi aku kat tempat ni.

rindu... rase mcm nak nangis ingat balik

i wish i can turn back masa..

nak lagi zaman2 ni.

dalam mimpi tu...

jumpe semua kawan2

gelak2.. mcm selalu ktorg dlm kelas

then after kelas biase la

ktorg g mkn rmai2

hmmmm... rindu.. 

rindu mereka2 diatas...

iyeeee
rindu dia dua org sgt3!!!

iishhhh!!
rindu budak perempuan ni jugak!!

akan rindu saat2 ni semua
sumpah x tipu..

oooisshhh.. mereka2 ni pun x terkecuali
walaupun selalu la nakal

hahaha.. ntah nape la aku leh rindu kau poii
rindu gile wehhh..
rindu nak bg pandangan tajam kat korg di belakang
sambil marah2
" wehhh diam sket boleh x!'

arghhhhh.. rindu nye moment2 ni
tapi masa x dpt diundur kembali
apa yang ada hanyalah
kenangan abadi
yg kita semua boleh simpan dlm hati

leen : i miss to marah2 u smbil pegang perut kau
b : i miss ur messyness
alfie syg : ooohh rindu nak bergurau2 dgn kamu mcm dlm kelas kita selalu buat
capoi & cheng : rindu nak marah korg, then korg akn mengadu kat leen or muka terkulat2 je bile aku marah


OHHH MISSSS THAT GUYS!


dalam masa mimpi 30 min tu
aku mimpi psal korg semua
mcm ada pita perakam main kan balik saat2 tu semua

anyway kawan2
hope kita boleh jumpa lagi di lain waktu
semoga anda berjaya dlm kehidupan sbgai manusia yg baik di muka bumi Allah ini dan gembira selalu hendaknya


maafllah.. entry kali ini agak emotional.
skrang pon i'm kinda emo sket
tapi its ok
get over it.


salam syg,
syazana roslan

pergilah

pergilah...

aku biar kau terbang pergi

if that makes u happy

sorry i try my best

but....

u seems not happy with it. 

nevermind..

almost a year knowing u

that the best things

at least perempuan hati batu ni

learn something

no hard feelings

syg.. thanks for everything

i'm so sorry i cant be yours anymore..