unethical

i have few friends yg amik nursing course
and they do a lot praktikal kat hospital
a real one ok
treat real patient with real luka, ubat2
all those things laa
and some of them ada yg kena letak
dkat icu and emergency ward
so they faced real things around them


but ada dorg nih
took a picture, baby mati dlm kandungan
x cukup bulan but cukup sifat
and put it as her profile picture kat fb
ishhhh.. for me it is not professional
and unethical
for me its not nice to do that
its likee.. wehhhh berdosa kott
ape prasaan mak baby tu
if she found that u did that
of course she will sad
x baik amek picture mcm tu
its like private and confidential to them
x baik share it with others


then i still remember that
there is one girl tegur u
by saying that 'eh awk x baik buat mcm ni, x elok, sbg seorg nurse ini adalah hak pesakit awak x boleh tunjuk kat sni, dan setiap roh melihat apa yg terjadi kat dunia ni' if x salah la she saying something like that
then what that girl do is
buat bodoh jee
tuhan bg bodoh btol kau tau laaa
x baik kot buat mcm tu

ooooo my my

byk benda nak update
but i lost my mood
haishh.. so many things inside my head right now
i have,must and i think its my obligation
to share with all of you certain things

wait for the update people!!

new hair cut

hari ni dah ada plan nak keluar with my partner in crime
who else, miss dalila zainuddin
since dah tersgt buzy
mse sesi pembelajaran berlgsg
so cuti2 ni lah nak spend with ur bff right

so dah decide nak try salon at ole2
since both of us never went there
their service was superb..
sgt menarik and even cheap ok
suke sgt my new hair cut
i just cut my hair so that
nmpk more terurus
dalila decide nak buat treatment
and cut her hair
syg gak la bcoz i like her hair
cantik and beralun

then suddenly cina tu ckp
rambut awk tebal
if cut any style pon cantekk (huh.. bangga sebentar)

this is us

after that we go to mcd

and update latest things happen in ur life

chat and chat some more

ouhh love those moments

cinta hati

wowweeeeeeeeee...
this is my new cinta hati
i adore him so much
he makes me smile when i feel soo mad,angry,dissappointed
love u baby

ohh jgn x tau 
he loves play hide n seek
sumpah comel k
walaupon aku x rse die ni pndai nyorok
ade ke nyorok tang ekor mesti nmpk
so sah2 la aku tau die nyorok katne
hahahaha


he always wait for me
if i went out 
he will always kelam kabut
if he see me siap2 wearing my baju n tudung
mcm tau2 i nak keluar and i will left him alone at home
so what he will do is
he will panjat2 on me
duduk menyibuk skali depan cermin
haa.. boy ade one weird habit which is suke tgok diri sendiri dlm cermin
since rumah ni pon byk sgt cermin kan
and he will sepah2 my make-up
uishh this little one
soo naughty.


back to history,
how i can have him in my house
one day after we come back from kg for hari raya
then mama and abah biaselah
they got bored then
saje2 tgok pokok2
sbb this house is new and xde ape pokok pon
then mse nak beli tu
nmpk one white kitten tgah main2 with those pokok
suddenly that apek jual pokok
sruh amek sbb kesian
mak kitten tu dah mati kena langgar kete
so better lah ktorg bwk balik
so thats the reason why now he is with us =)

dulu first datang
haishh kurus
eh kurus x kurus la..
mcm ok2 je bdn die and ringan
tapi cam katik sket die ni
haha.. so lari2 comel je
tang perut je goyang
but now.. 
huiyoo sumpah gemok n berat
x larat nak dukung sebelah tangan
now i have to hold him use both hand ok

this is him =)

naughty pdn muke.. 

hahahah muka paksa kena amik gambar

salah satu port tmpt nyorok

x ke korg rase boleh nmpk die ni 

ape daa T.T

one of his fav port jugak

which is at my window

sibuk je usha2 org2 kat luar

 tu diaaa..

buat pe tu

my room selalu pintu bukak

(padahal penakut kan tdo gelap) hahaha

so die akan masuk

and cari sweets ade dlm bakul tu

then amek n bwk lari..!!

ehh.. u ingat i x tau ehhh.

ok peps..

that all nak share with u guys today

have a nice day =)

pabila sudah bosan

terfikir ape nak buat kat rumah
ape aktiviti hari ni?
nak jogging sure kena sorg
now rumah dah jauh
so jog kat area2 rumah ni jelah
but not bad
tgok rmai je g jog kat sni

then asyik on9 dan on9 lagi
cari2 resipi2 yg best 
ingat nak buat...
haaaaaa.. nak buat fruit tart
ble nak buat ni eh.. 
haishh.. ajak kakak lah g mydin beli bahan2.
nyum2.. dah lame x buat n mkn fruit tart.

ingat nak buat muffin
and nak try buat buttercream
tapi sape plak nak makan bende tuuhhhh..
haishhh... 
and barang2 plak dah xde
sume kat rumah lama
then x tau lah letak katne
dulu ckp je nak piping beg, sume jenis nozzle aku ade
ckp je nak no brape.. haishh

 adik2 this is nozzle k

 this is piping beg

eh jap2 terjumpe satu resipi buat cream puff
nak try lah
nmpk cam senang je
bahan pon not bad
so leh try nih
ok tu je nak merapu today
wish me luck.

impian vs realiti

ok now our topic is about dream and the reality
my dream is i wish i pursue my master
and if boleh nak smbg kat oversea.. huahua...... nangis jap
mcm susah nak cpai je
first, if boleh maintain cgpa
xleh buat master dah kena terus phd
x mau ah. phd 3 4 tahun
bkn nak jadi lecturer pon (dan2 je kan x nak jadi lecturer, tu bkn ke angan2 kau dr dulu)
nak buat oversea lagi lah mcm susah nak digapai angan2 tu kan
nak g nak kena ade scholarship sume
english nak kena handal + power
aku punye takat level biase2. masih x confident
and if nak buat master pon
ingat nak smbg industrial relation.
x tau la asl ke minat sgt subject nih
tapi x relevant lgsg nak buat master kat oversea
tapi nak blaja ir law malaysia
then other reason dah dap job offer
x kan nak tggl je kot, syg kot
now bkn senang nak cari keje, nak masuk well-establish company
competition is very high among us
so once u have it u grab it
to jelah, if x no more second chance given.
tapi if fikir balik and mama ckp
keje jelah dulu
then master tu pk later
maybe boleh buat pjj.
sooo.. hurmmm okies ma
we will see how ok

praktikal + interview session

secara rasminya
now pkul 2.33 am
ini mengikut jam di laptop saye lah yer... 
seperti biase cuti2 begini seronok menonton tv dan tdo lambat (ape skema sgt ayat kau ni syazana) 
ishh..ishh.ishh..

ahha...
now lets talk about praktikal
compulsory for all part 5 student yg dah abeh final
semua mengagau mencari tmpt2 praktikal yg agak superb.

ade yang petronas,goodyear, pos malaysia,umw toyota, bsn, mef ( ni sah2 la kau capoi sape lagi praktikal kat mef), and many more
same here, aku juga bersusah payah mencari dan terus mencari
at first i'm so excited bcoz i got an offer from cimb
walayeehhhh seronok tu. mmg minat nak kerja kat bank2 ( x tau la asl ke aku ni pelik sgt)
then azleen pon dpt cimb jugak
lagilah seronok kan ade kawan
then like 2 month later baru ktorg tau that
we have to do marketing stuff
then i called the supervisor to get the confirmation
and he said aah you have to do marketing ala.. ckp jelah sales kan senang
then aku ckp x nak lah.
aku hr bkn marketing nape nak buat sales pulak
then he said eh rmai org i amek x kesah pun u kesah kenapa??
wehhh halooo.. cantek sket x kesah
so aku blaja 3 tahun amek hr ni buat pe?
x gune la segala ilmu aku, aku nak la apply ilmu aku kat kerja aku tu nanti 
ape da....
so berakhirlah segala impian nak berkerja di cimb 


sketsa 2:
still mencari2 ingat nak buat kat bsn.
tapi superb jauh. haishh mmg reject la kan
then after our lawatan to ir department putrajaya
so we decided nak try our luck to apply internship at ir department.
then dapat pulak...
yeay.. happy2..!!! (ok ni 2 minute je eh)
sekali bukak surat dapat plak kat menara perkeso jalan ampang da..
superb gile jauh.. 
so berfikir sebentar
so just let it be
sementara concentrate on finals
try call several times nak ckp dengan officer in charge internship
whether boleh tukar ke shah alam atau x
officer always xde.
wait some more =(

sketsa 3:
aha.. dpt call dari pharmaniaga
utk attend interview... hohoooooooo
officer die kerek ok
sumpah! x caye silalah tanye sape2 yg g interview pharmaniaga tu
exec pompuan tu kerek sgt
buat fitnah lak tuh
cerita nye mcm nih
they read my resume
then tanye why u move from arau to shah alam??
aku pun sengal g letak dlm resume psal tu buat pe.
letak je lah study kat shah alam 3 tahun. ishh la kau nih..
then i ckp x suke sane. environment die x brape nak mcm dlm university sgt.
then die kate sne panas kan?
then i replied back 'aah pnas sgt'
exec pompuan ni punye lah cerdik pndai g jerit kat satu lagi exec laki
die kate cam ni 'sapudin budak ni dok ngutuk kg hang arau'
aku mcm.. ek'eleh exec pompuan ni
aku x kate ape pon kot.
kau memandai tambah cerita penyedap rase.
so aku pon mcm sumpah x interested nak buat interview
then buat sambil lewa je


sketsa 4:
dah habis final
hooreyyyy..!!! (haishh cuak juge sebenarnye)
takut results. cuakness.
then berfikir2 lagi patut kah amek je offer from ir dept tu?
or try lagi yang lain
so mengambil keputusan drastik 
menggapply internship position pada hari rabu last week final exam 
so dpt several feed back dr company2 yg intrested nak buat interview..
ohh.. thank you Allah for giving me this opportunity
then on monday, a day before baru je abeh final
so aku pon g la interview kat sec 20
recruitment agency from 9 to 12.30 ok
jgn main2.. jenuh la aku duk situ.
dengan ujian bertulis nye, english test, fill up form die on9 sumpah gile lame then last one interview with owner of the agency.
then around 1 balik siap2 g second interview kat company symphony group companies at ara damansara
x tau la nape aku leh tergerak hati nak tukar baju
pkai yg more sophistikated ( x tau la eja ni btol ke x)
with my vest, kemeja panjang together with my heels, make up sket
(sumpah kau x btol sket syazana)
mula2 smpai x nak turun
sbb company tu sgt laaa corporate ok!
sumpah takut
then dengan paksaan aku pon turun
then jumpe receptionist kate ade interview


laki cina : u mau jumpe sape?
me: i ade interview
laki cina : yalah. i know rmai org dtg mau interview ma, tapi sape mau interview u( mksudnye pegawai mne yg aku nak jumpe)
me : ouhh.. yenni ratchma zulia ( sumpah mmg dlm kepala otak ni aim dah indian girl)
laki cina : ouhh good2 u the only one can remember name penuh pegawai tu.
me : ouhh.. hehehe(senyum kambing sket)
laki cina: now u duduk dulu ok


aku duduk tmpt menunggu.. mak aihh sumpah la besar
menarik, sofa jgn ckp la
empuk wehhh.. then ade sorg pompuan cantek dtg dkat


pompuan cantek : hye syazana, i'm yenni
me : muke terkedu ( dlm hati ckp waahhh cantik nye die) hye i'm syazana
yenni : now, lets go to the room


then die pon tinggalkan aku buat test bertulis, after 20 min die dtg
die interview aku.. aku mcm perghh lega
die sorg je interview aku
so xde la gugup sgt
dah abes pot pet pot pet
then die kate ok.. u have to wait u have another interview with the manager and big bos
aku da.. OMG.. berserah jelah
then manager and big boss die dtg
seronok dgn dorg
so friendly, easy going
then guess what. they offer me permanent job
waaa... lagilah berbunga hati kan
then aku terus ok i'm agree
sambil muke tersenyum lebar yer at that time kwn2
so tulah akhir nye 
i'm going to do my praktikal at SYMPHONY COMPANIES GROUP

so lastly, just nak ckp
to those yg x pernah pergi any interview
try2 lah
make sure tau serba skit and study about the company first
surelah dorg akn tanye punye
faveret question dorg camni
ape yg you tau psal company ni??
sure nye lahhh..!!
hahaha.. anyway kwn2 semoga kita bergembira di alam praktikal ini ok =)
so bye2 cimb, bye2 pharmaniaga, bye2 ir dept, bye2 recruitment agency
and Hello to symphony =)

bubyee 

no more private

rse nye

x yah dah kot private kan blog nih

hahahah..

so everyone can read

soo..

hye people!!

tu diaaaaaaaaa

dah berkurun lama x blogging
yelah final student la katekan (eleh mcm ye2 je)
hahaha.. akn kembali mengaktifkan diri seperti sedia kala 
wait for my stories ok 

farewell BM223 5A

baru rse nye smlm update yeay dah masuk sem baru

seronok nye jadi senior

then now dah ade entry farewell

ouhh akan miss segala saat2 kte bersama

akan rindu gelak tawa

segala2 nye lah

rsenye tuhan amat merahmati aku

setelah setahun bergelumang air mata

setahun merasa perit derita

setahun juga berjauhan dengan keluarga tercinta

tapi Allah gantikan 1 tahun setengah

dengan saat2 indah dah bahagia

gelak tawa dan suka duka

kawan2 yg seronok

memori indah kita semua bersama

sumpah aku x kan lupa

guys.. thanks for accepting me

sumpah seronok kenal korg

know each of you

duduk kat sni rse diri lebih dihargai

maaf if ade tersalah silap

harap korg boleh maafkan

i'm just ordinary girl

and i'm not perfect

sorry if ade buat korg terasa ke ape2

maaf ok

even korg nakal(especially boys)

aku selalu marah sruh diam

tu tande aku syg

bkn x syg

aku mmg sejak azali garang

nak buek camno (bak kate bila)

to all my beloved girls

syg korg tersgt2

akn rindu nanti ble x jumpe

mesti rindu nak buat asgment

mkn lunch same2

gado2

akan rindu kesemua manusia2 di atas ni

sgt rindu

rindu saat2 di atas juge.

kali terakhir kita bersama2

haishh.. 

hope ni bkn kali terakhir

maybe we can think about reunion or so whatever

trip bercuti2 pon boleh =)

akn sgt2 rindu dua manusia di atas ni jugak

insan2 yg rapat di uitm

susah senang buat same2

mcm aku ckp tadi

aku marah bkn sbb x syg

sbb aku syg lah aku marah

sori if ade buat korg terasa hati atau ape

aku x tau nak tunjuk dari kata2 atau attitude

yg aku syg kat korg

tapi dlm hati sumpah sgt syg kau dua.

so to BM 223 5A thanks for the lovely memories

joy and happiness

love to know u and we can be friends

this is unforgetable memories ever

LOVE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS..!!

love,

syazana roslan