i must say..

finallyyy.. syazana boleh berblogging
after 3 weeks yg sgt suffer
struggle with my books


and... yeay
finally i finish my paper
syukur
alhamdullilah
everything went well
except one thing
i came late for my last paper
i tought it start on 9.00
tapi rupenye on 8.30
so i msuk dewan on 8.40
i tought its still early
so mse tgh jalan2 tu
i see there is student start conteng2 her paper
dlm hati
i ckap
" eh gile budak ni mne start lagi"
rupe2 aku yang x betul
org lain dah start paper dah
aku je bru dok mai
tu lah kesian kan
xde org nak ingat kan
duduk rumah sorg2
and people never care about me
as i care about them
never mind lah
still bersyukur i still boleh msuk hall
and jawab paper staffing tu..


before my final start
there is so many drama happen
i feel so dissapointed with my self
i feel my friend ignoring me
i feel regret with what happen
i feel annoyed with my self

yes
what i need is support
so i ingat i would like to tell my friend
share what i feel
but.. takut i mcm ganggu die
sebab die pon mesti tengah study jugak
and kind off buzy with her discussion group
then i dont want to disturb her
so turn back to kak syu
my pemberi semangat
since i was in arau lagi
i ingat i xleh perform very well
my ctu paper
i crying like a hell
then i call mama
i x suka arau
i nak blik
i xleh nak cope with my classmate
then i go to kak syu room
and she gives me ceramah skit
i still remember
kak syu kate
sya awk xleh lah nak down camni
ni baru first paper awk
xde ape nye tu
if xleh buat A- je tu
then i still nangis2
then i told her
what is actually bother me
its my friend
dorg influence me a lot
and again
sem 4 ni
i cry before i start my final
then i send something to her inbox
and she replied something
then i buat tu sbgai kata2 semangat
and put it kat my table
so if rse nak rest kejap
or perlukan kate2 smangat i bce blik ayat yg kak syue bagi
owhh yer.. yupp i got A- for my ctu.. ngeheeee~
thanks kak syue
then i told dalila what i feel
then die pun bagi kata2 semangat jugak
love kau dude..!
to nabila mustama
iye terima kasih kepada kau jugak
aku x sangka lepas aku pindah shah alam
nasib aku yang dlu
dah terjangkit pada kau
jgn kisahkan dorg sume
just concentrate dengan study kau je
aku tau kau hebat




ape2 pon thanks korg..!!!
habis nye final paper
means thats the end of my sem 4
so gud bye sem 4 welcome to sem 5!!!
jumpe u guys blik k bukak sem nanti...!




love,
syazana roslan




i'm proud to have u guys as my friend
BM 223 4A, nab2, dalila, kiena, tim n zahidah..
x lupe kak syue..
thanks..