uhuk..!!

this thing happen last thursday

in my labor economic class

aswad make a suggestion to our lecturer

to do some exercise because he feel tired

end up she know that we're bored

so she ask us to close eyes

and meet any person that we love so much

if i do this when i was in arau

obviously the answer is my mom

but since i was in shah alam

and i meet my mom every single day

so ..

someone else appear on my mind

guess who...

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hmmm..

yupp.. its him

a person that i adore so much

i meet him when i'm walking to the class

he smiled at me

haishh.. 

ok2.. enough about that

i already finished my economic assingment and half way doing my individual assingment for staffing.

bru dapat 2 page.

ok lah kan dari xde.

feel so glad.

x tau.. rse mcm senang hati skit.

sikit jelah

i have to study human resource development 

because HRD test is on tuesday.

dah habis buat slide for hr tech..

huhu.. sronoknye

hmm.. cume kne do some revision

supaya senang nak eleborate when i'm present it.

ok.. next time i will write again if i got some free time

bubyee.muahh..

friendship

friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. 

its not something u can learn in school.

but if u havent learned the meaning

of friendship u really

havent learned something....

P/S suke ayat nie..

syazana really miss her friends

list name org yg syazana rindu :

dalila

sharul ain

adila

assakila

farah amirah

effa

diana agusti

sharifah syuhada

farina amira

rmai lagi lah.. ni cme short list.. huhuhu

 

moody

hari nie

syazana moody

sume org pasan

maaf semua org

SYAZANA ade prob cket

takes time 

its involved feeling and also emotion

so perlu mse untuk recovering.

tadi kelas syazana bising

so syazana geram sikit

geram jugk kat few people

tp..

xpe lah

syazana malas nak layan

x nak cari pasal ngan org

so the best thing to do is

ignoring others

bubyee...

sadness

i dont have any idea how to describe my feeling rite know

what i know is

i feel soo sad

because of something

it is not something actually

its certain things that in my mind

dont know why i feel like this

syazana tgh sedih to the max

smpai die boleh nangis

pdhal syazana susah nak nangis

x tau why lately syazana turn to be like this

mesti korg pernah rse

people see u r so happy

but deeply

u feel empty, dont know what u should do

u need someone to express what u feel

i need this kind of person...

unfortunately sye x jumpe lgi 

because

 i dont who he/she is

maaf kawan2..

T_T

a day with them

so happy

we decide we want go to sunway pyramid

to watch adnan sempit

sempit btol di adnan tu

english die

ayoyoyo.. standard 1 lagi bagos..

haha.. anyway that movie quite ok

us

aisya n syazana

my funny face

 

syaz? syaza?

get confused some time

which one is my name?

sya? syaz?syaza?

people used to call me sya

since i was in universiti

nana is for my family and close friend/schoolmate

syaz and syaza?

xpernah mention kat org to call me with that name

but its ok lah

never mind

SYAZANA  x kisah..

huhuhu

should i?

still thinking about her

i think i should go away from her

she has her own life

she happy with it

let her be

goodbye friend

u still in my heart

i also should stop thinking about him

alhamdullillah so far

i'm ok

i should be far away from this 2 people

hope i can do this